wait..

Hanging around .. waiting for what’s going to happen next. I hope I do not get too used to this kind of doing nothing lifestyle, involved in nothing..sought by no one, important for no one.

Adrift..

Life seems to be just pulling over these days.. nothing much happening, not that I want anything to happen that makes me anxious. Bit apprehensive about what may happen next.
I feel , am loosing myself. I was a well planned guy, in control of things, and focused on what I had to do. These days, I feel am adrift in a lonely boat in the middle of the sea, tossed around by the waves, I have but a distinct memory of where I was supposed to be heading. Have lost the oars of the boat and cant control it any more. The sights and seens that I can see while at sea, that of the serene mornings and colorful evenings are all very nice, but they dont add up in getting me to where i wanted to go. I think fortunately i have forgotten where i was headed to by now. Maybe this is what they call destiny...

As I said in the earlier post.. which was btw very long long ago. that Life has the ability to surprise, it changes you and you dont even know that you have changed. Its like you are walking with a friend and all of a sudden you realise how far you have come. Its quite amazing.

Am not sure where and how I will be when I write the next post. Provided I do write it ..
But am sure, I will be definately surprised how far I have come and things that I used to think about or even never thought about , become routine and mundane.
At a particular moment some things seem impossible, but you never know, you may find yourself in the thick of it, if life has its way. There is a beatles song.."There are places I remember, and some have changed..but all these places have their moments, in my life..."